xannieredgate

You won't ever understand what you mean to me. My first thought is always you. but you said. "I am not ready." yet, you hug me like its been forever. you text me when ever you can. we are always laughing. We stare at each other when the other isn't looking. I know there is something there. I can feel it in my bones, in every breath I take. but why don't you tell me what you feel Why can't you tell me what you want. I feel like telling you the truth was a mistake. Despite these facts I still like you. Despite these facts I still think you are perfect. but you said you weren't ready and I respect that. My heart wants to change your answer.

I thought I saw you standing there. On the porch with your long black hair. Calling out your lovers name. your voice full of sorrow. full of pain. For he would never return again. lost in a country far away. Why did he go is all you can say. you already threw his stuff away. No real goodbyes were ever made. you try and erase his memory. but it sticks to you like glue.

Your eyes they sparkle. your lips they smile. but your heart no longer beats. Tricked by someone dear to you. you fell and broke your heart. But I am here to dry your tears and teach you how to fly. To catch you when you start to fall. To hold your hand as we walk down the hall. but I don't know how to fix your heart. I see the scar it runs right through. I am starting to feel blue. Then I see your smile and I am happy.

hold my hand before I cry. Stay with me till the day I die. for you are what my dreams are made of.